TJ Goswami is now opening up about his life after 90 Day Fiance, and it’s not exactly what we were thinking it would be. He has been struggling with a personal battle where he has been fighting body dysmorphia. Yes, you read that right. TJ, who was considered to be one of the most stylish and good-looking Indian guys on the franchise, is now doubting himself.

But that’s not all. TJ further explained how things haven’t been in his favor and how he wasn’t even able to face himself. But viewers are now wondering about what really led to this situation. Was it because of his breakup? Or is it something else? Keep on reading to learn more about TJ and his issues.

90 Day Fiance: Here’s A Quick Recap Of TJ & Kimberly’s Failed Romance

90 Day Fiance viewers watched how an American clairvoyant from Alabama fell in love with a guy from Jaipur, India. Kimberly moved to India to marry TJ, and they even had a dreamy wedding. However, the American native wasn’t really able to accept TJ’s traditions, and the cultural shock was something that she couldn’t deal with.

Within no time, Kimberly decided to return to America and announced that she wasn’t really happy with TJ at all. She openly trash-talked about India and Indians, which further created issues with them. Hence, the couple seemingly decided to part ways, and they wiped each other’s existence from their social media accounts. Later in late 2024, Kimberly accused TJ of domestic violence and revealed some gruesome pictures as well. However, none of her claims were legally proved, and she eventually deleted the photos from her social media accounts.

90 Day Fiance: TJ Is Struggling With Body Dysmorphia

TJ is finally opening up about his life with his 90 Day Fiance viewers. He recently took to Instagram and poured his heart out in a lengthy caption. The celeb expressed how it wasn’t easy for him to write about what he was dealing with. According to TJ, they have developed something very close to “body dysmorphic order.” TJ explained how he “truly dislikes” his appearance and needs a filter to hide all his facial flaws. He wrote, “It’s hard to explain this properly because it might sound like normal insecurity—but it’s not.” The celeb explained how he has developed a deep and painful hatred for himself, which he feels is impossible to escape now.

But what’s the reason behind this? Well, TJ believes that such things are connected to emotional neglect, instability, and even “abusive experiences.” Moreover, things have gotten so bad that TJ isn’t even able to face mirrors, and there have been instances when he felt “humiliated” just by existing. TJ further shared a picture that he had taken a couple of months ago. He wrote, “It’s still hard to believe how far I’ve come, though sometimes those old thoughts resurface.” The celebrity admitted that he was trying his best and begged people to take care of their minds and make informed choices.

Several 90 Day Fiance stars, including Kimberly Menzies, Debbi, and David Toborowsky, took to the comment section to support TJ. They assured him that he was one of the finest-looking guys of the franchise, and he wasn’t alone in this battle. What do you think? Do let us know in the comments section.